Friday, September 18, 2026

Train blog and hunger stones

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So, I’m on the train from Norwich to London and the internet is so slow I can’t load my learning programme and do my homework. Makes a change from it being eaten by the dog, I guess.

But then, dogs can’t eat homework these days, can they? Like my training, a lot of it is digital. Or do kids still have to hand in written essays and assignments?

So apart from emails (done) and checking my social media (doesn’t take long), what should I do with this time? Be creative!

So we have this short little blog which is of no consequence to anyone but me. I will, however, share a song I wrote recently. I saw in the news that the ‘hunger stones’ are now visible again in rivers in Europe where the water levels have fallen so these large stones, engraved by previous generations in other times of drought, are visible again.

They are called hunger stones because drought often partnered famine. And people wrote on these stones not only to mark a difficult time, but perhaps also to warn us too (one poignant message on a stone is ‘If you see me, weep’). But when have humans ever listened or learned from history?

So on another internet-poor train journey I wrote the words, and had a tune in my head. Then in an evening after work I sang the song directly into my Suno and it created this version, which has totally captured the feel that I wanted for this.

Not exactly a cheerful ditty, but I am a folk singer, after all. Here’s the lyrics:

The hunger stones, the hunger stones
Skull like on the river bed
The hunger stones, The hunger stones
A warning to us all it’s said
Watch the waters as they recede
Watch the skies and seasons turn
Watch the corn dry in the field
Watch the fields of barley burn

The hunger stones , the hunger stones
They’ve a story we must hear
The hunger stones, The hunger stones
Warn us that a change is here
Watch the river’s banks grow dry
Watch the eagle in the sky
Watch the hungry hunt for life
Watch the weakest of them die

Listen to the hunger stones
Learn the lesson if we may
Mark our names upon the stones
Until the good rains come again

The hunger stones, the hunger stones
Told us that this was to come
The hunger stones, the hunger stones
No one listened to their song
Watch the world as drought comes down
Watch the world as dust prevails
Watch the world that changes now
Watch the crops and harvests fail

Glaciers fall and rivers burst
Storms and thunder rage untamed
Listen to the hunger stones
They warn us what will come again

The hunger stones x 4

(C) Carolyn Sheppard September 2026

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Wednesday, September 09, 2026

More on AI

 Still learning


Back at the start of August, I attended the MCC Summit on AI and Marketing, a two-day virtual course. While I am already completing an apprenticeship in Business Impact with AI, I am also interested in exploring a different perspective; how it can be used in fundraising.

I worked in marketing for many years even before becoming a fundraiser. I was using email in the 80s (when we had large green screens and 8” floppy disks), and I remember the launch of marketing automation in the early 90s (our floppy disks were now a lot smaller and less flexible). AI has been here a long time, it’s just not been as visible as it is now.

I wanted to learn about the opportunities, challenges and potential risks associated with AI and how it’s being applied now, particularly how it might apply to my role and the organisations I work for. The AI Apprenticeship covers some great stuff, but I needed to learn more about the fundraising/marketing context.

My motivation for taking the course (and paying for it myself) was simple: I want to contribute as much as possible to the charities I work for. And, of course, I want to develop myself so that I have the skills I need to keep working (which I am planning to do beyond my official state retirement age*).

Combining business analysis skills with a deeper understanding of AI and marketing gives me stronger tools for strategic thinking. It also helps me support my team as they develop their own confidence and capability in using AI appropriately and effectively. I found one of the best ways of embedding your learning is to share – you quickly find out what you haven’t quite got right when colleagues ask you questions.

Working within the mental health sector means I'm particularly conscious of safeguarding concerns around AI. Publicly accessible tools such as ChatGPT, Claude and Grok are evolving rapidly, and there are valid questions around ethics, safety and oversight. In some ways, it reminds me of the conversations the world is having about the impact of social media and the unintended consequences that can emerge when technology develops faster than regulation (which is infrequently speedy).

We've already seen examples of people using AI as a sounding board for personal issues, sometimes with tragic outcomes when AI chats have reinforced false information and unhealthy behaviours. That’s one of the reasons why charities like ours are rightly taking a cautious and considered approach to AI adoption. But they are supporting me and several other colleagues on the AI Apprenticeship, so I think we are progressive compared to many organisations.

I believe AI is going to come under greater scrutiny, even though the UK has not adopted the tighter EU’s legislation on this (but there are some great guidelines you can find on the .gov.uk website). The dangers of AI make headlines regularly (eg the Open AI hacking of Hugging Face). Something to do with the delights in doomscrolling or, as in the case of a sceptical article from the Guardian, maybe it’s about grabbing headlines to attract investors? Either way, we are going to need more guardrails and (pun intended) guardians.

At the same time, we cannot ignore the benefits. For me, AI's greatest value lies less in creating content (your fundraising appeals won’t be AI generated, I promise) and more in supporting decision-making. AI can do what my brain can’t do quickly - it can help analyse large datasets, identify trends, surface anomalies and flag areas that require closer human investigation. Used well, it can help us work more effectively without replacing the critical judgement that only humans can provide. It is certainly doing that for me.

My Biggest Takeaway is using AI as a Thinking Partner

The most valuable lesson so far is possibly learning how to use AI as a thinking partner.

There is ongoing debate about whether AI will make people less capable thinkers. My experience has been quite the opposite. Used thoughtfully, and crafting prompts properly, AI can challenge assumptions, strengthen analysis and inform and improve decision-making.

For example, I’d done a review that sounded very much like my point of view (culminating my experience of course), but also sounded defensive. I created a prompt that asked AI to act as the audience I would be presenting to and critique my work from that perspective. The questions it generated were insightful and challenging, helping me strengthen my review before sharing it. It helped me deliver a better review because it gave me an unbiased, neutral critique.

I also experimented with more complex prompts designed to facilitate structured conversations around strategic issues. By working through a series of questions and responses, AI helped me clarify ideas and test my thinking in ways that I found genuinely useful.

The final outputs of work I’ve developed using AI remain firmly rooted in my own knowledge and experience and analysis of evidential data. If I had to quantify it, I would say the result was approximately 75% human expertise and 25% AI-supported insight.

However, AI helped shape and refine my thinking, challenge assumptions and benchmark ideas against external information. It speedily analysed historical data, reviewed sector reports and gave me additional insight that would have taken me a lot of reading to reach on my own.

Ultimately, AI has helped me do my job better. It has made me more productive, helped me think more strategically and enabled me to use my time more effectively, even while balancing work with continued study.

Advice for Anyone Interested in learning about AI

My advice would be to start by thinking about what you want AI to help you achieve.

Rather than choosing a generic AI course, look for learning opportunities that align with your role, responsibilities and objectives. The most valuable training is often the kind that allows you to apply what you've learned immediately.

Equally important is choosing learning providers and resources that you trust. AI is developing rapidly, so focusing on practical skills and real-world applications can be far more beneficial than trying to learn everything at once.

And though I encourage experimentation, learning the basics of prompting will save you a lot of time and effort, and reduce your experience of, what we call in the music industry, ‘Loud, confident, and wrong’.

Looking Ahead

One of the most common concerns people have about AI is whether it will eventually replace jobs. My view is that, regardless of how you feel about AI, understanding its role in the future workplace is going to be important. I told my 15 year old granddaughter that she needed to understand AI because there is every likelihood that she will need to use it when she joins the workforce. You do not need to become an AI specialist, but you do need to understand how these tools can support and enhance the work you do.

A quote from AI researcher Oren Etzioni captures this perfectly:

"You won't be replaced by AI. You might be replaced by a person who uses AI better than you."

Remember that. The opportunity lies not in competing with AI, but in learning how to work with it using it responsibly, thoughtfully, effectively and ethically.

* August 2027 – eeek!!

AI transparency: This is not AI slop, it is Carolyn slop, tidied by AI. The image is created by ChatGPT after I prompted it asking how it would illustrate this article. 

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Thursday, August 06, 2026

New life

I'm doing a course on AI - and I'm aware that AI slop is filling our social media feeds and our lives in ways that bring a very negative perspective. But I'm learning a lot about how it can improve productivity, save time and do loads of other stuff too. There's a lot of concern about AI and creativity - how it is taking the human out of the process by copying, cloning, repeating, regurgitating... but there are good things too.

Since I cannot play guitar any more, a lot of my creativity is revolving around my old material - some rough recordings of my songs from 10 or more years back, for example. I've made some fun Clipchamp videos and shared them on my YouTube channel - but what I can't do is re-record them or do anything more musically. Well, I thought I couldn't.

May as well have and AI me too!

I am using AI. Not to create, not to 'cheat', but to do what I can no longer do. It feels like a new lease of life for my music. I always wanted to release a Neptune's Company album, and now I think I can. In just a couple of days, it has inspired me enough to finish a song I promised to write years ago - and the lyrics just came!

Watch this space. In the meantime, you can still listen to my originals here: CarrieCaz - YouTube

And get a taster of what one of my songs sounds like when it's been 'remastered' using AI here: and the original is on YouTube here.

I have to say, it brought tears to my eyes to hear my songs out loud, to hear them produced as I always wanted. I know there is a lot of push back on AI generated music, but this isn't AI generated - it's my music, just played by AI. Semantics? Maybe, but without it, I would not be able to keep playing. I can still play bass, but when I pick up a guitar now, it fair breaks my heart and the frustration and sadness are almost enough to stop me altogether. 

If I had all the money and time, I would pay real musicians and get my music produced, but who would produce it? I'm not exactly mainstream. The world has changed, for sure. I will still always prefer to listen to live, and want to play live - but when I can't? At least I can keep making music. I can write songs again, I can use that passion for music again - because my stupid hands won't stop me! 

(PS - don't forget that Bob Dylan was booed for playing an 'electric guitar' - how dare he!)

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Monday, June 15, 2026

Last journey

Front seat, his seat.

Beside the one he adored.

Never had his head out the window, 

Not that common.

On his bed, cold, quiet.

He’ll come back

Onyx wrapped, ashes.

Always with us,

In our hearts and memories.



RIP Chizel. Gawd I miss that little dog!


Wednesday, June 03, 2026

Happy birthday Philip David Sheppard

Why a blog post to wish my brother happy birthday? Why not! I don't know where he lives, his email or his phone number, but I do want to wish him well on his 70th birthday.

Oddly he's appeared in a couple of my dreams recently, and I remember waking up thinking how nice it was to see him again. 

Happy birthday Phil, I do hope life is treating you well. Sending love from the family, which includes nephew (in Australia), your niece (in Cambridgeshire), your great niece (Bella) and great nephew (River).

And of course from me, your sister, and your sister-in-law Sheena. It might make you smile to know that her son calls me 'dad'. I hope so.

Happy birthday bro.

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Wednesday, April 01, 2026

Back to skule


Bad blogger! - no posts since last year and it's 1st April already. However, this blog post is not an April fool - I really am studying again.

Having done a Diploma in Direct Marketing, and a Diploma in Fundraising, I am now launching yet another learning experience - this time in AI.

Why, at my 'time of life'? Ignoring all the 'Plan your perfect retirement' messages and connections on LinkedIn, I'm not ready to hang up my fundraising boots just yet. Why AI? Because it needs understanding and - in the third sector - we need to harness it for good.

There are many ethical considerations, not least of which is the amount of energy/water the systems that power AI use. As someone with a strong conservation background, this does concern me - but even more so it makes me want to use AI to produce good outcomes, not just a funny meme of me in cartoon format.

The course I am on is an Apprenticeship in Business Analysis, using AI. With Corndel and the Imperial College, I am going to (hopefully) get another diploma level qualification. But the qualification isn't the end goal - it's what I can do with it to make work easier (ergo better spend donor's money, ergo better serve our charitable aims). And that's what motivates me - why I want to keep working, and keep learning - even though my course takes me beyond my 'state retirement date' (assuming that the government doesn't change it again).

This course will take around 17 months, but at the end of it - whether I get a qualification or not, I will hopefully have another set of skills that I can use not just at work, but in other areas of my life too. 

The picture may be AI, but the writing is 100% me. 

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Tuesday, December 30, 2025

Creative change of direction

For most of my life, being a musician has been a big part of who I am. But as arthritis has robbed me of the ability to just pick up a guitar or any stringed instrument and play; the frustration and loss hurts. If I go to a folk club and sing a couple of unaccompanied songs, it just reminds me again of what I used to do, but now can't.

I can still play the bass as that doesn't require my fingers to curl and make chord shapes (though I play a lot slower now), but my creativity is stymied. I find that watching or playing music brings up a frustration, and a sense of loss. I have a clever electric instrument that mimics a guitar and I spend some time playing it - and then stop when I can't do what I really want, because of my own limitations as well as it's technical functionality.

And the other day I dug through an old hard drive and found songs and music I'd written ages ago that I had forgotten about. And I'm sad again that I can't just play or write or even have the drive to do so now because of the sadness it causes. 

This sounds like a pity party, but it's not - it's about why someone who was so wrapped up in music is not the same today, and what I'm doing instead. I am still a creative person, just not the musician I used to be. I will still play music with my friends, and do my best - but I still know deep down I used to be able to do so much better. So - instead of mulling on what I can't do, let's focus on the good stuff!

I am developing my other creative skills and started to make videos for my old songs using AI to help, but still keeping the themes my own. I am also moving my creativity into other areas such as making things out of wood. I'm very amateur, and the effects so far are 'rustic', but I do enjoy working with wood and want to learn  more. Again my arthritis does limit me, but it's easier than playing an instrument.

I write this blog still, but my poetry and stories have fallen by the wayside a little. I'm hoping that when I eventually get to retire I'll be able to do all these things I want to do, but that's more about prioritising my free time, which still seems to be at a premium when I want to do the gardening, do my wood projects, go birdwatching, do more photography, keep working full time (including some pretty long commutes) and, of course, spend time with my wife and relaxing.

This is the first video I made using Clipchamp and AI - I think I got better the more I made:

Beach Busker

You can find more of my songs and videos on my Youtube channel

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